LB log - 20120701
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, 02 Jul 2012 at 12:59 AM (1908 Views)
Draft.
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"You're usually not this late." Ashland said this without altering his stance, and only turned to look at Ridgeland after he laid the shot on the table. The angle was hit cleanly and the nine ball sunk in a snap while leaving the cue ball trail to the side with enough momentum to stop just before the two at the other side of the table.
"Who else is here?"
"Nobody now. Why?"
"We need to talk."
"Do we? Heh, this some high school bullshit break up or something? Is it you or me?"
Ridgeland held in a rueful smirk and looked to the ground when he responded.
"Actually, it is. Can we go sit down, please?"
"... no, you can speak about this here and now. Go on." Ashland drummed his fingers over the tightening grip he had on his
"Fine. Your sister has basically recruited me to be part of her crew, and I've agreed to do it. I'll be reporting to her from now on."
Ashland stood silently and could only blink repeatedly while his brain processed this statement. The two men stood silently facing each other for several seconds before he finally spoke.
"Whatever... you think she has running, now, it isn't what we do. You are... you are putting your life in great danger for something that isn't real. Not like this is. Her actions have and will cause calamity for all of us. You are just another part of it, now. You are being manipulated by her to disrupt what little we still have."
"No, I have come to this decision of my own free will. And I want to speak to you now and make this known now so that there is no backstabbing bullshit about what I'm going to do. This is something I think you deserve to know without having it become an issue."
"The issue is this, now! I'm supposed to just turn you loose? Let you walk out the door? Let you tell her things about us that she doesn't know yet? Let you work against me? Let you fight us? Do you hear the shit spewing out of your own mother fucking mouth?"
"I just." Ridgeland sighed and quickly thought of the best phrasing. "I just think this is the right thing to do. I think you're lying to yourself for trying to take the reins that he left behind. We all know that wasn't what you wanted. And it shows. Things are getting more sloppy by the day and it's because they - because we - don't see you cracking down."
"OK so you want me to whoop your ass right now, is that what you're saying?"
"I want you to admit that Grace wants to run it all and has the whole time, and that you truly don't. I want you to help make that happen so that we can all get our shit together and get back to doing what we're supposed to be doing rather than trying to kill each other."
"Help?" Ashland shook his head in wild sweeping convulsions. "Help. Help Grace get into this. Help her get into a role of managing lunatic murderers and crooks, and to help her become a prime target by folks against us. I'm supposed to help her do that? Really?"
"It seems like that's what she wants."
"And who the fuck ever get what he really wants in life, huh? Who!" Ashland marched over to stand directly in front of Ridgeland, but still spoke loudly. "Oh, except you. What I want for the good of my own sister and for the good of what our family does is bullshit. But she wants you to work with her, and off you go. Tell me - what's she offering you? How did she convince you to defect? Defect!" More laughter came, in a higher and more excited pitch "Defection to my own fucking sister for Christ's fucking sake! Well, come on! Money? She offer lots of money to you?"
"You know it's not about money. What good would more money do for me anyway. I got what I need to live."
"Well then what! A pat on the ass?"
"You could say that, yes. I've helped her out in the past and she makes me feel appreciated for the support that I give her."
"Oh fuck this. Fuck! A medal? Awards? You would be staying here if I would've fucking taped your used toilet paper on the fridge door? Gave you a standing O every time you came back with a new fleet of wheels, or for otherwise just doing what we expected you to do? That's what you wanted?"
"What I wanted is to work with people who all understand and appreciate what needs to be done. I'm not seeing that here, now."
Extra Mode. The Usual.
Good session today, remarkably. Five increases, and none of them less than 1%, which means they weren't trivial or fluked - in my opinion at least. The start of Vanishing Point caught me by surprise and I thought that I had flubbed it throughout the play, but had that fortunate result. Maybe I shouldn't feel compelled to warm up so much after all. I skipped Bloomin Feeling so I managed to not have any bad decreases today as well. Well, I guess Toy Cube was pretty bad. Eh. Still content with this.Code:EX% & Rank EX.p/f pg.gr.gd.bd.pr combo nc onc %+ date vanishing point @ 49.14 C 1791.F 652.487.381.94.387 0141 1822 1392 030.89 2012-07-01T23:42:22:104Z 06.60+ 0277+ 161+45-123-14-1+ 0044+ 2012-05-03T02:40:19:406Z gravitronic @ 30.88 E 1849.F 606.637.929.315.1114 0079 2012-07-01T23:47:06:561Z 0248- 0047- toy cube pf @ 49.34 C 1945.F 667.661.424.67.363 0097 2012-07-01T23:50:00:889Z 0330- 0004+ scream squad @ 58.53 B 1255.F 448.359.173.13.121 0116 2012-07-01T23:53:08:840Z 0080- 0067- 蛍 @ 61.56 B 1666.F 614.438.217.27.125 0108 1353 0311 335.04 2012-07-01T23:56:45:768Z 04.03+ 0109+ 70+31-12-8-10- 0034+ 2012-05-26T00:53:14:099Z endless dance @ 45.66 C 1654.F 588.478.409.98.460 0046 1811 1074 068.62 2012-07-02T00:02:09:416Z 03.56+ 0129+ 93+57-37-18-10- 0022- 2012-05-23T00:10:30:307Z life scrolling @ 41.97 D 1673.F 566.541.528.115.491 0104 1993 1102 080.85 2012-07-02T00:07:30:480Z 01.11+ 0044+ 3-50+25-36-84- 0012+ 2012-04-23T01:24:59:710Z lucky days @ 60.25 B 1898.F 698.502.263.35.162 0187 2012-07-02T00:12:07:957Z 0027- 0018+ wise up @ 55.30 C 1492.F 544.404.246.54.228 0111 2012-07-02T00:24:03:960Z 0087- 0021- the end spiritually @ 66.24 B 1468.F 576.316.162.14.76 0319 2012-07-02T00:28:01:448Z 0063- 0162+ phoenix @ 39.03 D 1498.F 493.512.491.148.550 0103 2012-07-02T00:30:47:528Z 0145- 0001- leaving @ 63.10 B 1449.F 552.345.141.37.137 0186 2012-07-02T00:33:36:718Z 0080- 0061+ far east nightbird @ 52.54 C 1938.F 679.580.324.88.386 0079 2012-07-02T00:38:38:024Z 0056- 0001+ lower world @ 60.31 B 1561.F 576.409.226.16.108 0122 1294 1254 003.18 2012-07-02T00:43:22:838Z 03.14+ 0062+ 48+34-39-7-8- 0086- 2012-03-30T03:50:43:410Z with you @ 65.34 B 2031.F 770.491.208.28.123 0138 1554 0580 167.93 2012-07-02T00:47:47:918Z 03.92+ 0122+ 69+16-32-5+47- 0037+ 2012-04-10T00:43:33:476Z sorrows @ 52.89 C 1788.F 654.480.286.74.343 0220 2012-07-02T00:51:59:736Z 0059- 0027-