I'm guessing you've never taken E then?Quote:
Originally Posted by Tracer
I agree 100% with that, and everything that PaCrappa has said.Quote:
And guess what. If you've never done the stuff then you really don't know much about it, no matter how many people you've seen doing it. Nothing beats first hand experience and, for the most part, if you don't have it you're just another kid talking out of his ass.
Surely there must be more people out there that have smoked it though? C'mon everyone, own up :p
No one has owned up to taking anything else though..? 88 is the only person on here I know of.
At the start of the year, my brother introduced me to ecstasy. When he first asked me to try it, I was in the same boat as pretty much the majority of the people that had replied in this thread. I wasn't so much against all drugs, I just didn't like the idea of my brother taking anything other than weed.
After a fair bit of convincing, I decided to try one.
It was christmas eve, so we both decided to go to city for the night. Go to a few pubs or something. On the way there, that's when he asked me if I wanted to try it. I took it in the car on our way to town. The drive took about 35 minutes to get there. When we got into the city, I still couldn't feel anything different. We drove around for a bit, then stopped to take a piss. First step out of the car, everything just seemed different. Rushes up the back of my neck, tingling in my lips. Can't really explain it.
We just drove around for a bit more, had the tunes blaring at our faces. You could just feel the music through your body. We stopped at a pub to hit the pokies for a bit. After having decent conversations with about 10 complete strangers while my brother hit the slots, we decided to leave.
Went for a walk down the main street of the city. Me and my brother just chatting the whole time we were walking. Chatting about the good times we had growning up as kids, telling things that we've hidden from eachother (like what really happened to my Masters of The Universe collection :curse: ).. Also, things we would never talk about otherwise... Girls, sex.. I dunno.. Just things we would never usually discuss. Our family was never really close. Sure, we all live in the same house, but we would never really talk about issues in our lives. We'd just go about our own business. We're all pretty quiet. But on E, it was different talking to my brother. We opened up so much to each other. It was like we were best of friends.
We walked around looking for places to let us in (I only had some Nike track pants on. I didn't know we would be going anywhere when we left. I just thought we were going for a drive around town.. Just waste some time). Finally found a pretty quiet pub. Just sat down and had a beer, then hit the pool table. Met a quite a few people there. Had some really good conversations. Conversations that I still remember to this day. I still remember a few of the people's faces too. I bumped into one of them about a month ago. He was pretty freaked out that I could still remember someone that I met for about 10 minutes after 7 months. To be honest, so am I. So much for drugs fucking with your mind, eh ;)
After an hour and a bit of cleaning up on the pool table, we decided to go home. The drive home seemed like forever.. But that wasn't neccessarily (sp?) a bad thing. Just gave us more time to chat.
When we pulled up outside our house, he said he was going 'round to his girlfriends house. We got out the car, sat on the curb and had a pipe. Just before he left, I thanked him, shook his hand, and gave him a massive hug.
And that my friends, was one of the best nights of my life. No just because of the fact that E gives you an awesome feeling, but that fact that I opened up to my brother like that. I have plenty more experiences, and they're all much more exciting than that one, but I'll remember that night forever.
I've always been a very shy person in my life. The only person who I could really talk to was my best friend. She was the only person who understood me. We could just sit there for ages, not say a word, and everything was cool. If that was anyone else, be it another friend or another girl, they'd tell me I'm strange for being so quiet. But that's just me, I guess. I'm a quiet person.
Not so much anymore though. That pill, it pretty much changed my life.
I take a few everynow and then. Only on special occasions.. A mate's birthday or something. Most of my friends are agasint me taking them, but I've gotten a few to take them too. The ones that have, we're now the closest that friends can get.
I don't even know where this is going.. I'm raving on about crap. I just had to let it out, that's all.
I know E's (along with pretty much every other drug) are bad. I know they contain smack, speed, rat poison...whatever they've put in them. I also know that each one could be my last.
But, I don't abuse drugs.. I appreciate them for what they are. I don't over do it. I'm not addicted or anything. I take them when I want to have a good time with friends. Actually.. Not a good time. A fucking great time. I don't rely on them to have myself a good time, but it helps. It helps me overcome any shyness or whatever it is that's stopped me from being who I want to be. I don't know if that makes sense.
I've also met my girlfriend while on E. She's the most important person in my life at the moment. The most amazing girl I've ever met in my life. But I wouldn't have met her if I wasn't. I wouldn't have had the courage to go up to her and tell her that she had (still has) the best smile I've seen.
You're all probably thinking I'm a crazy, drug-fucked loser or something, and that's fine I guess. I know I'm not. Everyone has their own opinion, and they're entitled to that. But what I always say, don't knock it 'till you try it.
Once again. Sorry for raving on about all that shit. Just had to get it out of my system.
All I know is, it's made me a better person. Better towards my family, friends and even work.
Anyways, speaking if work, it's time to leave for it.
Flame away.
Edit: I've tried a few others too.. Speed, trips, meth, mushrooms.. And of course, weed.. But IMO, they're all shit.
Don't know why I posted that really. Had nothing to do with the topic.
But as I said, don't knock drugs.. Specially weed ffs. Sure, you may be against it, but don't try and act all high and mighty just because you have never touched the stuff before.
