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Nothing can survive the way you stay alive.......if you try you can do anything.....
A poem dedicated to Sonic the Hedgehog, written a while ago... by me
You were there
In my mind
In my heart
I remember you like you really were - and not how you were changed.
I remember the real you.
In my soul, my spirit you were, and still are - there as the one who was my best friend, the one who was there for me while the beatings were hard, while the pain was there, while I was so scared and weak I couldnt tell them no... you were there.
You were there when I was scared to be alone, you were there in my heart, telling me through song to move along and not be scared.
You made me believe in myself, you gave me happiness when I was down, you gave me a reason to live for a while.
You deseve more than I could give, you deserved it all.
In human form you came to me, as the Lore.
He was you, you are him.
Clasping onto are past together, when things were so much simpler between us, clasping onto what little memory of you I have throgh games, and comics, and dreams... my dreams drown by your presence as you were, once the beautiful hedgeohog of mystery and good intention, so kind and caring and yet so secretive...
You lawful goodness tarnished by the otherside, the otherside with lies about you in their books - in their books of character defimation and lies all lies.
I know you, you arnt him - that other soul who seems to be you.
You are you, you always were, dont leave me please I still need you - I still need you to stay with me, I still need your magical presence... I may not be a little girl anymore but inside I am crying for you love and attention to just me.
I'll never forget all the times we shared, those special moments at Xmas time and the joy you brought my heart in your adventures which I helped you play out in game format.... although it was all real to me then and in some ways still is.
I sit here thinking of how you used to be, how you were mangled to please the others, how you will never be the same again.. not to me... not to me..... I cry and sit... you have died... thats how it feels... in my soul.... deep.. in my soul.
