Another one bites the dust
Ever since my very first game system, I have had a problem, an anger problem that only seems to creep up when I'm playing video games. My true competetive spirti flys out when I play games, and when this happens, I get frustrated easily. Whether the comp is being cheap, or something is just hard to get, I get pissed. All the bottled up anger from everything else in my life is released in one or many blows to the controller. And the anger will not subside until something has been broken. If something doesn't snap or break off, I have to hit it again. Of course its not like I enjoy smashing my controllers and having to spend money to buy a new one, its something that just happens and I cant control. When I first get a new controller, my will is strong and I will let no harm come to it, but as time goes on, the need for destruction creeps up until the damn thing can't even be repaird. Usualy controllers last several months maybe a year depending on the durabilty of the thing, but tonights victim didnt even last a month I think. I am getting fed up having to buy or even trade in games just to be able to play again, but I cannot get over this problem. I was wandering if anyone else has this problem or did have it and was able to come over it. I'm sure some other people have a similar problem. One of my friends threw his N64 controller at his new TV breaking both the controller and the TV. Sorry about all the rambling. I just needed to get this all of my chest after just taking the life of yet another controller. What number was it? I have no idea, I lost count many many years ago.