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I was raped as a child, and was once told that child rape was a virus, and the virus got into you via rapes, and then when you grew up, it gave you the urge to rape other children. That's how the virus propigates.
I am so scared of this, I avoid children, and will never marry a woman who wants children. I have avoiding going to people's houses who have children. I once moved out of an apartment because they built a playground across the street. I shop at night so I won't see as many children. I am afraid if a child touches me, they will "wake up the virus," even though it seems like illogical fantasy. I have never had the desire to have sex with them, but I am afraid I will "get it" someday, so I treat children as if they are plague carriers. I thought it was unnoticable until an old college friend started joking about me being afraid of kids with, "Come on, my daughter doesn't bite."
I stopped speaking to him.
