the best birthday party ever
oh my god! i just got back from my 23rd birthday party. it was at a karaoke bar/restaraunt called cafe japone in DC.....i could only invite 20 people 'cause the place wasn't that big. i feel really bad for the people that i didn't get to invite, but for the ones that did come.....i just apreciated the whole night so much. i never felt so much love from my friends all in one place ever before. i'm almost driven to tears......i'm an only child, it's just me and my mom....not that it's a bad thing, but i don't have family popin' in an out of here every other day.....i consider my friends my family.....blah! i'm becoming speechless....i'm so friggin' happy about tonight. i just wish that i could make all of my friends as happy as they've made me tonight. i got home an' my mom got pissed 'cause i was out past 3 and she wants me to go to church tomorrow. she's really religious an' whatnot. she took my car keys. says i'm disrespectful and i'm not acting like a christian. i don't really care right now. i'm not goin' out gettin' wasted, doin' drugs, sleepin' around with random women....i a good fuckin' kid who just loves to spend time with his friends...the people that he loves. i'd fuckin' do it all over again. i'm not gonna let her pull that "a young christian man shouldn't be out at this time of the night" shit with me any more. i know she worries that stuff could happen....i'm her only son and all but shit....i could get shot by some random thugg just walkin' outside of my own house. you're not safe anywhere, an' i refuse to think that if i come home early and listen to my momy and act like a good boy till i'm 30 that that's gonna be enough to keep me outta shit. wow, look at me, i'm venting. i could die right this second and i would die happy knowing that i got to spend one hell of a night with the people that i love. my mom acts like she never wanted to stay out late ever in her life. how the fuck am i supposed to grow up and learn from life if i don't fuckin' have one? sorry for all the cursin', but shit. anyway, thanks for listenin' to this robot boy blab on about much of nothin'. i just needed to get that off of my chest, an' it's too late to be callin' up my other friends. s'funny though, 'cause no matter what i guess i'll have people here that'll listen to me an' feel where i'm comin' from as well. i feel better all ready. thanks a million for listenin' guys. i love you all.
the new and improved 23 year old sexy robot boy with kickback rebellion action,
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