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If not the quietest, then certainly up there. Why?

A few reasons,

I can't spell for shit. Think IP bad. Even with fastidious spell checking, it get's quite tiring when I have tons of errors.

I am not used to expressing my opinions. Don't ask, but I'm just not open to having what I think bashed, insulted, and declared wrong.

So I post very, very little. I also don't talk about or express my opinions with anyone. My fella mentioned this the other day to me, and I hadn't noticed that I was doing it so thoroughly still. (Brillant, I had to look up how to spell that word. Thanks brain.)

I've started this strange little book project, more like through back to my 2d class in Art School. These are much larger pages, and I'm actually fucking expressing my thoughts, feelings, observations. Cathartic.

I do always find it amusing that my post count on this board is less than a post a day, usually it's around 0.6 or so. I read this at breakfast, I read this board a bit after work. But I say nothing.

Mainly I want to call a poster out for being a fucking idiot, or doing something I find rude, fucked up or w/e. I leave more rep comments than posts I think on a weekly basis.

I don't understand this, and while I don't really care, I feel like there is a discrepancy in what I should feel fine about expressing on a message board (for pete's sake, I'm 26) and what I actually click enter on.

Often I'll type out a post only to delete it with a self deprecating shake of the head.

Perhaps my little project will change that.