LB log - 20120907
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, 08 Sep 2012 at 12:59 AM (6870 Views)
Received an annual evaluation today at the retail job. Two years. Despite the effusive praise listed on the document, my actual "grade" as put into the system was the average 3 out of 5. The write-up lists me as one of the best employees in the facility and mentions little in the way of negative aspects to improve, yet I'm Average Overall. I get that it requires effort and justification to give someone a superlative grade, but would it be that difficult to match that assessment with what is actually written by the people who author the praise?
Quick Draft.
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"Dear Daron, perhaps I should better state the issue in this manner." Frederic paused to properly formulate this assertion, but suddenly chose a different means to continue the conversation. Daron didn't respond well to being outright told that he was wrong, even if he was. He had to help lead him to this conclusion on his own. "See, what you are looking to do is reform the sinister men whom you speak of now. You want to end their criminal actions. But you already have one Church here and you see that you all attend it faithfully. You all profess your faith but several seem to lack the ability to adhere to it. If these men who act in this way do so without fear of being dishonest to the truly highest of authority, how do you expect them to respect you?"
"Freddy, Fred. You overthinkin this. Listen to me again - I want to make the bad guys the good guys. Ain't got nothin to do with the Lord or the Church. It's about a ... a name. A title. Those bad folks... they bad because we just say they bad. But that's just them doin what they know to do. They doin what they done to live. Ain't no other way they will. So that's how we fight it - by making it our own."
Frederic stared blankly and unable to speak for an extended moment. He felt that this idea which Daron was stating was now losing basis in reality.
"I... I fail to comprehend you. You are just going to decide to let lawlessness be the law? You are going to simply let rule be set by anarchists? That is impossible, that is prepos-"
"No, no, see, not all lawlessness. There will be law, yes. There will always be law. And there will always be folk who try to get around the law. So, here's the thing to do. What you do is, you say to a certain part of those folk, you tell them that their lawlessness is acceptable. You see? There ain't no cops where there ain't no robbers. There ain't no robbers without cops on em. They on the same coin. What we do is we mint that coin. Ha ha, see! See it!"
Extra Mode.
Having Nageki come up today was slightly epiphanic, as it was one of the many small instances which we all have in our lives where we think of a long forgotten song or show out of the blue only to have it come up to our face later on in the day. While at retail work today I found myself thinking about the song, and here it comes up now. Had one major crash come along in the game, which accounted for the large gap of time between plays between Shapes and Phionics. I seem to be running on low fuel, as the decreases for songs like Zenius, Claiomh, and Lax5 were all pretty steep. The charts that they get aren't friendly but still, 300 off is the starting point of the scores being distinctly bad. Still, not a 100% awful session.Code:EX% & Rank EX.p/f pg.gr.gd.bd.pr combo nc onc %+ date lets talk it over @ 66.30 B 0618.P 230.158.67.1.16 0121 0466 2012-09-08T00:10:39:444Z 0070- 2hot 2eat @ 56.36 B 1000.F 363.274.200.11.70 0140 0887 2012-09-08T00:14:57:716Z 0119- macho gang @ 47.22 D 0799.F 249.301.227.10.89 0051 0846 0846 0 2012-09-08T00:18:52:143Z small clone @ 71.78 A 0893.P 345.203.72.0.6 0417 0622 2012-09-08T00:21:54:929Z 0050- shapes @ 62.13 B 1193.F 451.291.163.20.72 0124 0960 2012-09-08T00:24:15:095Z 0087- phionics @ 51.73 C 1012.F 360.292.191.46.186 0111 0978 2012-09-08T00:53:09:051Z 0101- burning up for you @ 77.45 A 1151.P 460.231.41.2.15 0165 0743 0727 002.20 2012-09-08T00:55:59:949Z 04.98+ 0045+ 44+43-7-4-19- 0053+ 2012-03-26T00:58:57:427Z tell me more @ 68.23 A 1216.P 441.334.106.3.15 0221 0891 2012-09-08T01:00:09:737Z 0191- rerush @ 43.67 D 2314.F 806.702.672.165.619 0085 2649 0805 229.06 2012-09-08T01:03:51:491Z 04.55+ 0241+ 101+39+47-91-108- 0000- 2012-06-03T03:25:20:774Z zenius i vanisher @ 42.82 D 1629.F 559.511.467.131.483 0100 1902 2012-09-08T01:09:28:998Z 0261- 20 november radio @ 68.57 A 0635.P 232.171.53.0.22 0166 0463 0463 0 2012-09-08T01:12:06:339Z 嘆きの樹 @ 40.39 D 1863.F 665.533.520.182.838 0089 2306 2012-09-08T01:15:18:204Z 0019- come with me @ 64.62 B 1180.F 432.316.121.4.62 0120 0913 2012-09-08T01:26:24:959Z 0042- smell like this @ 70.87 A 1341.F 525.291.101.9.39 0147 0946 0894 005.81 2012-09-08T01:31:16:452Z 02.45+ 0019+ 43+67-2+1-3- 0009- 2012-04-02T01:13:55:175Z claiohm solais @ 53.14 C 2008.F 727.554.329.92.402 0089 1889 2012-09-08T01:35:12:652Z 0333- close my eyes for me @ 59.15 B 1331.F 506.319.188.22.146 0146 1125 0751 049.80 2012-09-08T01:41:28:483Z 00.98+ 0022+ 20+18-7+12-4- 0051+ 2012-04-09T01:09:25:986Z lax5 @ 34.74 D 1617.F 532.553.659.206.777 0065 2327 2012-09-08T01:46:25:674Z 0388-