In 2000, I used Nader for what I believe his candidacy is supposed to be, more of a protest vote than a serious bid for the office. Of course, "my guy" lost and I knew that going in. I wouldn't have wanted Nader as president either, but I just didn't trust Bush or Gore and my fears were more than justified. I wanted McCain, but we all know how that went. Thanks, Mr. Rove.
The key problem I see with Bush is his lack of common sense, or at least his apparent lack of it. Starving the beast doesn't work when you overfeed it from outside money and only make it bigger. Reaganomics is questionable to begin with, especially when you don't take note of American companies who insist on making American dollars with outside work forces and the need to make exceptions in the tax breaks for them to end what's essentially a free ride. Honestly, because I don't see what benefit they're doing America.
Maybe he does understand this and his talk of increasing tax breaks was campaign fodder, I really don't know. What I do know is that that, in our current state, would just be shooting ourselves in the only good foot we've got left.
But, back on track, this election WAS different, because a lot of us DID try. We didn't make the protest vote, at max we only kinda liked our guy and it was a deeply personal thing. Last night was a punch in the gut, it really was. I had the wind knocked out of me, had no idea what I was feeling and it took the obsurdity of a 1:30am conversation with a gas station attendent who was listening to the Bible Broadcasting Network while sitting on the floor and praying for Kerry to snap me out of it.
This sucks, it really fucking does, but this is how it works. If we'd won, the Republicans wouldn't be running off and making threads that read as a third suicide/third leaving the board/third just giving up on the country. They'd be mad as hell and intent on stopping this from happening again.
The division in this country is great and needs to be at least somewhat healed but, for fuck's sake, you went in there and voted for who you thought best, with the choices given, to lead the country. With nothing standing in your way more than, maybe, a line. And you can do that, on an even more personal scale, next year and in four more years, you can have a shot at the top seat again. I saw something at the polls yesterday I've never seen in my four years of eligibility to vote; a line of mostly black voters stretched halfway around the building before 7am. These are people I never saw up at the schoolhouse before. Don't for one Goddamned second tell me that you're going to piss and moan and throw in the towl.
The division is great and needs some healing and you carry that attitude while you go out and do everything in your power to make sure this doesn't happen next time. Sure "But we really tried this time. Extra hard" is an intimidating thing to swallow and so is the fact that BS swiftboat ads and campaigns claiming the end of the end of the Bible in the country had a play on how this turned out - but that's just showing that we didn't try nearly hard enough.
Does the system need reform? Yeah. Yeah, it does, much like most things in this country, but right now we have to make the absolute most out of what we have. Next we might want to try not sacrificing ourselves in favor of someone we think can win.
Suck it up, keep on moving forward.
...I rant too much...
So I forced my hands in my pockets and felt with my thumbs and gallantly handed her my very last piece of gum.
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